Blue, blue, blue.....

Dunno why, but had been feeling down as & when for the past few weeks... juz had tis sad feeling inside...
Fallen sick yesterday, now i am down with a runny nose & itchy throat...
Gotta news yesterday night that hubby's going to China tis coming Monday... gonna be on my own for 4 days... doesn't make me feel any better... ~sigh~~
Should have got used to it, but i am not... but does getting used to it really a good thing??